Go for it
I’ve got the urge to get back on board with posting. Good outlet. And if people have to read, cool.
Are you ever overly humbled by God? To the point where you’re unable to speak, unable to think beyond the thought which invited such humility, and unable to feel so highly about yourself? It’s happens to me a ton lately. I’ve been challenged also with a desire to chase after my dreams. Even having others say, “yes of course, find your passions and pursue them without hesitation.” Sure sounds nice.
I just want to go for it. I want to pursue my dreams and ambitions without excuses. Without hesitation. Without fear and doubt. It sounds dangerous and overly risky, doesn’t it? Maybe it’s just me. Frustrated with the potential of living a life that’s less that ordinary even. I fear never accomplishing what it really means to live. I feel an unspeakable pressure and weight upon my life to succeed, achieve, accomplish and to do all without fail. To be the example, the exception, the bright shining star.
In regards to scripture and the life Christ brings to His people…I feel comfortable rejecting many of these thoughts and feelings. Disallowing myself to worry about vanity and self-glory. It’s ignorant. It’s a waste. It certainly is not the life my Father longs to live through me.
As I grow in my knowledge, faith and obediance to Jesus my desires change. I hold everything up to the Light. I feel different longings and burning desires. My passions change. I’m called to live for Gods glory. So, no doubt my life will change and my heart will be shaped by Him; not the things of this world. I want to satisfy the longings of the Kingdom. That they would be the apple of my eye.
